My Rainbow Story - Part Two by LockedInsideMyHead00, literature
Literature
My Rainbow Story - Part Two
My Rainbow Story -Part Two
One memory that is by far my best one is of one afternoon we spent together after school. We had gone out into the courtyard that was behind the school. It was mainly used for the special ed kids to get out of the classroom. We were laughing and playing, just having a good time together. A little while after we had been hanging out he got really close to me, making me back into the wall and bite my lip. I smirked to cover up how nervous I was and laughed.
"Going to do something?"
He looked at me for a minute before sighing and walking away. A little while later the same thing happened again, making butterflies in
My Rainbow Story... by LockedInsideMyHead00, literature
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My Rainbow Story...
I miss the simple memories.
It was raining the day I met him. The sky was a beautiful, cloudy gray and the sun was no where to be seen. Little blond girls squealed and ran for cover as the downpour began, while a few others and I simply walked on.
I had been eating lunch alone for the past few days; all of my freshman friends were in a different lunch. Yet as I passed by the only darkened part of the school I spotted Ashley. Ashley was one of the few people in this school that talked to me. [We sat next to each other in our third period, Informal Geometry.] She yelled at me and grabbed my hand, dragging a reluctant me into the darkened alco
Would you recognize me? by LockedInsideMyHead00, literature
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Would you recognize me?
Would you recognize me if you saw me?
If I walked down the hall of your high school,
or sat in your favorite diner.
Shopped in the Wal-Mart by you,
Walked by your house?
Would you recognize me?
Would you recognize my face?
It sits on your screen,
Every time you look at my page.
But would you really see me?
If one day you saw my face in the paper,
Or on the internet.
Saying that a shy girl of 17
Died in her home last night.
Would you say you knew me?
Would you say you wish you had?
Would you bother to care??
I think not...
A while back,
A friend complained to me that his poems
Seemed to be on repeat.
It got me thinking,
About my own words.
I've noticed,
That he is in my poems
In subtle, barely noticeable ways.
But I have.
And so has he.
See this thing you read?
Even this simple thing
Has him in it.
I don't think it will stop,
Until I find someone new.
Makes me think an wonder.
Is all this...
Worth it?
I remember...I miss by LockedInsideMyHead00, literature
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I remember...I miss
I miss the scared little girl I used to be.
The girl who knew about love, but had never felt it.
The girl that would look at the stars and smile.
The girl that never saw her Papa in a coffin.
Cold and dirty.
The girl who never felt her heart being ripped out.
Who never saw the one she loved kissing someone else.
Who was selfish but hid it well...
I miss the girl I am not.
Who that was, I don't really know now.
I don't even know who I am now.
I remember smiling and being happy.
When she said yes and kissed me.
I miss floating around and not caring that he was with another.
I remember the pain,
When she said she needed to think.
Wrongful Goodbyes by LockedInsideMyHead00, literature
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Wrongful Goodbyes
Sometimes I sit outside
Staring at the night sky
Sometimes I can see clouds
And I can see the moon.
The stars rarely show
Yet I find myself searching
All I see are the cars trying to fly
and the girl wanting to jump
Sometimes I tell her no
Other times I say why not.
Every night a little part of me
Dies
I'm not depressed,
Just disappointed with my life.
So short and yet filled
With wrongful
Goodbyes
Mistake, but it's done by LockedInsideMyHead00, literature
Literature
Mistake, but it's done
You think that I don't need you
You think that I'm resistant?
You think I want to say goodbye?
That I want to be this distant?
Sure I am a coward,
But this is what I have to do.
And though I have no explanation
I feel I owe it to you.
I know that you dont need me
And I may have made a huge mistake
But sometimes things have to be done
Even if it makes my heart ache
No I don't have a reason
So call me what you will.
But I'm not doing this for kicks
This isn't for the thrill
It's time that I moved on.
And this is the only way I know how.
But you are my best friend
So I still wish I had you now.
In the morning I'll regret
Eve
I pack my bags
It's no different this time.
I know I'm running away
But is that really a crime?
Getting away puts a smile on my face
Back to the state I grew up in.
Silently I fold my clothes
And wonder how everyone has been...
I've been running away for years
I know the drill and I say goodbye
Smiling, that fake little smile
I say 'I'll see you soon' and leave with a lie.
These people I've come to know
And some I've come to love...
Will be forgotten soon
Will a little mental shove
So I pack my bags
It's no different this time.
I know I'm running away
But is that really a crime?